31st October

It's late, it's dark, i'm cold and tired. All i can say is why do i keep isolating myself?
Somebody can give a real crap about my life, and me, and what do i do? Treat them like mud on my shoe.

So tonight i'm listening to "Changes" by David Bowie

The lyric i get is I turned myself to face me, but i've never caught a glimpse, of how others must see the faker, i'm much too fast to take that test.

Don't take friendships for granted guys.. life's too short.

happiness is a destination.

Today i'm listening to "This Is How It Feels" by Inspiral Carpets

I ask myself this so many times, in my blog, in my head.. what the heck is happiness? Really..

This is how it feels to be lonely.

Just hold on until tomorrow.

Tonight i'm listening to "Brand New Day" by Forty Foot Echo

Days like this the only cure is to sleep off the bad feelings and hope tomorrow is brighter.

feeling empty.

Today i'm listening to "Drown Me Slowly" by Audioslave

What do you do when you wake up and realise you're alone?

I've got a feeling this will all go away.

mm, sweet memories

Today i'm listening to "That Time" by Regina Spektor

There's always a night, and there's always a morning after. I just wish the morning after was as good as the night.

The world at a standstill.. capture it while you can

Today i'm listening to "Dream" by Priscilla Ahn

Walking home from work at half past nine at night - when it's so calm and the whole world seems to just slow down, just has to be my favourite thing. The sun sets over the hills, there's nobody in sight, and the accompanying music makes it all the more special. I've never felt so content.

I'm even adding the video link, because this song is so damn good.

Don't write yourself off just yet

Today i'm listening to "The Middle" by Jimmy Eat World

Sometimes all it takes is for one person to say everythings OK.

Beat the devil's tattoo

Never in my life have i heard such a massive blend of so many bands squeezed into one..

Tonight i discovered the Black Rebel Motorcycle Club. Listen to some of their music and you'll question whether it's them your listening to or Led Zeppelin, T.Rex or The Black Keys..
It's amazing how alike the music is, similar riffs, similar style.. even similar lyrics.

 Although, you can't really complain, right? I mean, Led Zeppelin, T.Rex and The Black Keys are awesome.. so, i guess it's even more awesome to have them all mixed into one band. One sound.

Listen for yourself, see what you think..

A week away means nothing when you arrive home..

Today i'm listening to "Right Before My Eyes" by Cage The Elephant

Why do i keep making the same mistake over and over? Even though the consequences are 'right before my eyes'..

staring at the ceiling..

I came across a playlist tonight, it's called "songs to lie on your bed and stare at the ceiling to". Okay, so i can admit.. i do that a lot, you know, sit up late at night with really 'dreamy' music playing. It's some kind of therapy. Sounds daft, but after a hard day, when everything's gone wrong, it's all i want to do. It feels like you have forever sitting in the palm of your hands. Time slows down to the point that your racing thoughts from the day slowly develop into dreams.

-- Oh my god, yeah, it sounds like i'm turning into some mushy creative writing student.. which i'm really not! Everything for me these days has turned into a blur, there's so many options for me in my life, and i don't know which one to take. Hardly something to complain about really, there's just so much pressure to succeed these days, it's nice to have the time out late at night..


If you're ever majorly stressed, or after some peace.. try it.

Oh, to be free

Today i'm listening to "Closer to Free" by Bodeans

I love this song, simply because it points out so obviously how everybody just wants to be left to live their life how they want to. After visiting my ill grandad in hospital today, and hearing him go on and on and on about how he has to spend his day how the nurses and doctors want him to spend it, it saddened me to think that we all end up that way. We all have our freedoms taken from us at some stage..

Everybody wants to be, closer to free.

5th June 2012

Tonight i'm listening to "Roll With It" by Oasis

If you could change something about yourself, what would it be? Your appearance, your attitude to life? I'd change whatever it is about me that makes me get so stressed so easily. When it all gets on top of you and you feel trapped just has to be the worst feeling, right? I wish i had a "roll with it" attitude, life would be so much easier..

29th May 2012

Tonight i'm listening to "End of the Day" by Beck

Listening to music at night.. there's nothing better. As soon as the sun falls, the mind seems to wander.. reflecting on the day, thinking about the future, planning, analysing. It's my favourite time of the day.

26th May 2012..

What i'm listening to today : "Child For A Day" by Cat Stevens

I'd give anything to live another day as a kid.. I miss everything about being young.. the freedom, the innocence, and the fact that life didn't seem so chaotic, each day would come and go, and you wouldn't question anything.

Late on a monday night..

What I'm listening to :
"Just The Way I'm Feeling" Feeder

Wondering, hoping, dreaming, imagining.
Lonely, sad, uplifted, inspired..there's a connection somewhere..
It's just the way i'm feeling.