staring at the ceiling..

I came across a playlist tonight, it's called "songs to lie on your bed and stare at the ceiling to". Okay, so i can admit.. i do that a lot, you know, sit up late at night with really 'dreamy' music playing. It's some kind of therapy. Sounds daft, but after a hard day, when everything's gone wrong, it's all i want to do. It feels like you have forever sitting in the palm of your hands. Time slows down to the point that your racing thoughts from the day slowly develop into dreams.

-- Oh my god, yeah, it sounds like i'm turning into some mushy creative writing student.. which i'm really not! Everything for me these days has turned into a blur, there's so many options for me in my life, and i don't know which one to take. Hardly something to complain about really, there's just so much pressure to succeed these days, it's nice to have the time out late at night..


If you're ever majorly stressed, or after some peace.. try it.

Oh, to be free

Today i'm listening to "Closer to Free" by Bodeans

I love this song, simply because it points out so obviously how everybody just wants to be left to live their life how they want to. After visiting my ill grandad in hospital today, and hearing him go on and on and on about how he has to spend his day how the nurses and doctors want him to spend it, it saddened me to think that we all end up that way. We all have our freedoms taken from us at some stage..

Everybody wants to be, closer to free.

5th June 2012

Tonight i'm listening to "Roll With It" by Oasis

If you could change something about yourself, what would it be? Your appearance, your attitude to life? I'd change whatever it is about me that makes me get so stressed so easily. When it all gets on top of you and you feel trapped just has to be the worst feeling, right? I wish i had a "roll with it" attitude, life would be so much easier..