It's now or never..

 Today i'm listening to "What Tomorrow Brings" by Badly Drawn Boy

 Considering how busy i've actually been for the last two weeks, i've still had so much time to think But er -- when i say think, i mean more "thinking through"..

 You get to a stage in your life, when yeah, everything's going so well, and you're happy, but it's like, there's always something at the back of your mind. Yes, you're happy, but you're alone. Yes you're enjoying life, but will it last?

 Negative perspective or what? I can't understand how i can't just be happy. I love everything in life, and i want to do it all. In my head i'm constantly thinking about all the things i could do, and can do. I just want to do it all, like now..

 This is where todays song comes in, because it's an old cliche of "tomorrow is a new day" but it's true (obviously), you wake up in a different mood, you do something different (unless you're some recluse too afraid to step out your front door..) but most importantly, you're perspective can change. Overnight. So how you felt the day before can pretty much be yesterdays news. Live for tomorrow. Live for what will come. The only reason i'm saying this, is because, this (and music of course) is THE single thing keeping me going.

Now or never to do everything you wanna do guys..

18/3/12

Today i'm listening to "Love is Noise" by The Verve

It's a lot of things, but if there's one thing i'm sure of, love is pain.

13/3/12

Today i'm listening to "We Will Not Be Lovers" by The Waterboys

Words are your weapon, lies are your defence.

7/3/12

Today i'm listening to "I Do" by Jude

This is just the sweetest song. And the lyrics are so lovely..
Old friendships fade away, love falls apart But you've not spent a single day outside my heart And, there's just one more dream that I have left for you I hope you're smiling when he turns around and says "I do"

He seems to make it sound so easy to move on and still be happy for an ex or a former friend. It should be like this, but bitterness and jealousy always manages to make an appearance..

5/3/12

Today i'm listening to "The Sun and Moon" by Cursive

The sun and moon are a pretty long way away from each other, creating a distance from things, and people, just reflects the hurt. It doesn't heal..

The melody is at the hands of the pianist.

My love of piano has pretty much taken over the last couple of weeks. And this piece just caputures so much beauty from the piano itself. Ludovico Einaudi is my piano hero.. not kidding, i do actually have one of those..

It's amazing, no matter how much rock or punk i listen to (which is a lot!) piano always will be my first love when it comes to music. It's so stripped down and simple, exposing every part of you, but also holding some sort of mystery, because piano music has such a mysterious, if not, slightly distant sound.
Because i play myself, i always imagine myself at the piano hearing this song, which gives me some kind of weird connection.
 Yet again, i am stunned at the ongoing mysterious ways of music..